Have you ever had those days...you just dont want to be anywhere...not even in your own head. So you lay in bed or go for a walk, put a book in your hand so you can do anything but be where you are. Today i woke up...No work today...up at 8am...took my car in to get a brake inspection, spent time with one of my friends, then came home. my head pounding with a million different thoughts of my past, what i need to do with my life right now and what i'm going to do later in my life, i needed to get away from my head...so this is what i do...
I Lay in bed, put my headphones in my ears, closed my eyes and played my music so i can't hear anything else, not my phone, not my precious baby lucifer, no one knocking on my door and most importantly i couldn't hear my own thoughts. I layed in bed for hours listening to the words in each song closely, then finally i opened my eyes, took out my headphones and i was okay, though still had a bit of a headache, my mind was clear and i coud focus on one thing at a time. i wish i had that kind of time everyday to just lay in bed for hours and clear my head.
anyways...i must be crazy!! so many thoughts...not enough of me. lol
Monday, October 6, 2008
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